a fuss over my financial status.

a new sunny morning brings fresh hope. last night baby's mom, emakingir shown despise&slight over me when i tried to talk to baby son online. she is a kind of dog, too, no way to spill her sick ill of being abused by the dominating dog system in China mainland, and a heart of hurting&hurt, spreads scapegoat. i was also reminded again how far different we r, and the glory of Son which no one can compare to or with. Son simply right on everything, while sins forever from the start accompany human.

this afternoon, God rids me off the financial curiousness. met baby son, who just left the kindergarten with his grandma fetching him these months, on the bus stop. sent him to a taxi and too harsh to discuss new games i collected for him in this work week. contacted him online, but he rebuffed my suggestion to visit him in this weekends. its all time a bright day. i retreated to dorm near 2pm when tomb chill thick in office, sorted stuff in dorm, and enjoy sunshine from window. in office checked google search result of family names, posting this blog entry for the opening of baby son's real name blog at wordpress.com, so mighty a blog portal, at http://zhucj.wordpress.com . God, i now fearless and enjoy the life in ur setting.

below is benzra'd today's commments on web:

Benzrad Zhu  

Re: http://bit.ly/ds2tR3 @merriemarie strong holder of ur point. as to satellite dish, in my latest visit to my hometown village, a mountain village in Hubei Prov, central China, found satellite TV's signal so clear that can challenge cable TV. but what's disappointing, China authority banned free buy of the dish for national censorship, and bargains with its official HD channel's selling out by data encrypted. i really felt satellite TV is a cheap and working solution for distant or mountain area where cable TV first level investment amounts rocky.

Benzrad Zhu  

Re: http://amplify.com/u/49ag @socratoad the human society evolved into new era of social relative form gene.

Benzrad Zhu  

Re: http://bit.ly/dyuahx @wentzeldk China blocked the site, so i can't read it.

Benzrad Zhu  

Re: http://bit.ly/dcDHoN @merriemarie likely the rule out is far-reaching effect. i do see the rationale in large scale's sharing: for quites resource of human achievements, if not locked under Intelligent property law's protection against the poor, human as a total can be enriched by the share, with which knowledge spreads and constructive effects nurtured.