a day at leisure.^last night surfed via wap later after 2am. got up at 1:01pm. dozed again, woke up at 3:24pm. since last night to now, i only received an sms from my nephew in my hometown. God let me enjoy solitude so purely. dined with instant food, then baby's mom buzzed in. then visited office, where i fine tuned family posterous blogs, adding group profiles. posted recent blog, sorted bookmarks&portable, all time in radio of bible's companion. baby's mom don't contact me even i told her i will surf, and God let me do my own business, rather than encouraging ema's evil bargains. also unsubscribe my posting feed with baby's mom's email or any other notifications, but not sure if linkages of her i previously setup among family accounts all disabled, for its hard to check all settings on different sites. when i left dorm to office, magpies restlessly croaked to me. i hope its a blessing day for my new life ahead with my girl zhou. after returned dorm near 8:10pm, i buzzed hometown&talked to my mother, my kid brother's wife. they likely in happy mood. we arranged to interview online next day with my kid brother, who now equipped with a netbook&wireless web access. he this moment visiting my elder brother's house in our village, no doubt he is a very sociable person.
missing my girl very much. hope i can soon see her in this holiday. God, i closer and closer see ur deeds&blessing on my Royal of China. let me hold my girl's wrest sooner in this happy traditional holiday of Chinese. later buzzed sally in Guangdong, her hometown, she just got a job, we promised contact online. surfed on cellphone till 12am when i slept.
a pale day.^got up after 10am. lingered in dorm till 11:30am, lunched with bread&sausage in dorm. then visit office, where i posted tweets, read subscriptions within my google reader. later tried new google chrome extensions. baby's mom, who turns more into sins, didn't buzz in nor chat online as we scheduled last night. my baby son in dirt, and his mom's family's insanity shown itself when i left office&dwelling in dorm. God, my son, the God of Universe, u don't less informed about the ailment of the sin family. God, u sees all the bright and dark.
i left office near 4pm, returned to dorm directly, &dined with instant needle i prepared for the holiday. when i left the office, a magpies croaks in trees, to let me know my new life promised. a bit sad for loneliness, longing my girl, and the formula coldness among people. dozed on bed near 6pm, then haunted neighbor dorm to watch TV there, till 10pm the dorm administrators summon bachelors, mostly new staff of QRRS come from other provinces outside of Heilongjiang, and stayed in dorms for holiday, to dine together as an old policy the QRRS shows hospitality. after dinner i watched TV again in dorm 2nd then returned to my room before 12am. all blasts of crackers&fireworks outside, like a war field but just fake. Chinese long history disabled its people accessing real weapon, like pistol or gun, which can balance the difference of strongth among people, really a shame and weak of the nation. baby's mom never called in today, sins in her deepens for testing the holy of my family, ie. my baby son, me, and my passed dad, all in God. in this moment, i see my girl longing for me, in mask of bustle and hustle of holiday life. Masheng, i needn't pray here, that cares more our baby, God of Universe, warrenzh, help him rid of threatens and temptations from the dirty family of his mom, esp. the evil grandma. kill offences right time&mercilessly.